I know no one is going to read this but this is the only place I guess I can put this stuff without friends seeing it. It sucks that this is how life is. No matter what I do I’m never happy. Everyone fucks me over. I always lose people that mean the most too me. I have never been so sad in my like. I feel so depressed so sad so stressed. I hate myself. I hate myself more then ever. I’m such a big waste of space. Such a bother too everyone. Honestly I have no reason to be here. I don’t even know why I am here everyone says god put you here for a reason and if that’s true then why do I not see a reason? Why does everyone treat me so shitty. Why don’t I see a reason for me to be here? Why am I so lifeless, so sad, so depressed. I honestly have the biggest hatred for myself. I don’t know how much longer I can stand being here.



my anatomy teacher told us that our skin is always trying to repair wounds and cuts but we’re always constantly trying to destroy our bodies in the worst ways possible and the most selfish thing we could ever do is trying to destroy something that loves us more than we love ourselves

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